Lonely

Lonely again tonight. My energy and mood were lower today than usual for the past few weeks ... just one of the "normal" downswings of chronic fatigue. And I had a misunderstanding with someone today; it's still unresolved, but at worst it'll only cost me $30 and a trip to the store. But it upset me more than it usually would have. Guess that's why I was feeling so lonely.

So earlier tonight I found myself walking in circles in my living room, in front of the TV -- didn't actually reach for the remote, but I was thinking about turning it on, or maybe putting in a movie. Instead I picked up the phone and called a couple of people, and that helped a lot.

Time to put this day out of its misery.